February 2012
9 posts
Anonymous asked: rootdown videos?
These thoughts.
Once more they revisit me, bringing self-doubt and agony. At times I feel like jumping off a balcony, no one will miss me, I’ve lost it. I learned from my bloods lesson. No girl is worth it. Yet i still feel this pain. I wish it would rain so that i could walk outside without anyone seeing me cry because I am confused why a girl would go back with a guy that cheats on her. What am i doing...
One month and i don't know how many days.
Felt like it was longer. No it wasn’t a bad thing, it felt like we connected real well. She dumped me last night. My heart dropped once again. She said she still had feelings for her Ex boyfriend. She said she didn’t want to hurt me. I can’t be hurt anymore. I don’t care anymore. I’m not going to waste my time with these stupid games people play. He cheated on you...
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Nujabes x Amerie x...
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"I may not be your first love, & I might not even...
I need to start dancing more.
December 2011
2 posts
Goals for 2012!
1. Pass all my classes
2. Be able to Travel to korea (Save $1500 or more)
3. Create a savings of $3000 dollars so I can move out. (Could save more)
4. Win a Jam outside of Reno
5. Buy a new computer.
6. Get in the best shape I can possibly want.
7. Get back to being happy
The random poem
Walking the distance in the promise. Broken road stuck between a fork and a pencil. Pencil because I write my emotions for those who only see to believe but yet all I have are words to tell you how I feel.
November 2011
7 posts
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Damn
Really late night thoughts.
I think my biggest goal right now is to make it to this event called IBE. Its this huge bboy event where they have these huge specially chosen crew battles in front of thousands of people. The only way to be chosen for one of the crews is to show that your at the top of your game and have incredible talent. Its a long path for many and for some special few just a couple years. Truly I don’t...
I’m officially going to hit the lowest point of my life. All I can do now is go up right?
From a very comfortable chair at school
The days grow weary as a line is drawn in the seeming endless dessert valley. I watch the oh so thin line to its destination of nowhere hoping that one day it would make a point. As the sun dances with the moon in this forbidden love I watch as to hope one day they eclipse. Shooting stars, BAM. Hits on the top 40 stories its over in a second.
I am locked up. Imprisoned in my own psyche. The...
October 2011
6 posts
Thinkin
As I stand alone on this deserted street, looking upwards toward the vast assortment of stars, I think of you. Thinking of what it would be if you were here, you would be the only star I see. In my arms I share the heat of the moment of when we lock eyes, lock lips, and open my heart for you. Inside I keep you warm with whispers of love that make you melt. Whispers of words that come from my heart...
Lost in your eye locking curves so perfect I’m in awe.
What I saw was beauty, looking at your personality, you turned beautiful.
The way your hips match the lushness of your hips make a man go crazy
Your eyes so piercing, hit my heart no doubt
Conversations on the phone finding out what your about
Falling in love how deep does this go?
Fuck it go with the flow put my heart on the line,...
RoadToRootdown #2
ummm a lot happened since the jam.
For one, we battled soul society again, not the whole crew but just their heavy hitters, got killed but never gave up with all the rounds we went. I learned a lot through that battle. I learned I have to train harder and different to get to the level where I need to be.
Practice before then was ridiculous. Just straight up hardcore training and working out,...
What it means to me.
This isn’t just a dance for me. Its my life. I dedicate my most of my time and effort into this discipline. I have been at the bottom, and I hope to reach the top. Miscreants go on a winning streak and people start beefin with us. One dude asked if we even deserved to win! Did we deserve to win? Practicing three times a week for months, coming up with routines, trying to tie in our personal...
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That girl in my dream was perfect. I guess that’s why they’re called dreams
September 2011
8 posts
Everytime I lose something I always think
That someone needed it more than I did. And hopefully something better will come my way.
Life's going good so far :)
-Gotta car finally!
-Got drunk and didn’t go home
-Got news about my test for my job
-Not behind in classes
-bboying has never felt better!
For the most part I’m fuckin GOOD YO!
I love Caroline:) [That’s my cars name :) ]
I need somethin new.
Been lingering on the old I don’t look forward, but damn I’m so tired of thinking about it. I just want to make it somewhere.
That awkward moment when you type down feelings on...
Well I care and if you need someone to talk to you can always contact me. I’m not a expert but I have ears willing to listen and maybe a brain smart enough to help.
One of my favorite things about being a Bboy in...
GETTING FREE SHIT! haha!
Not sure what to do now,
Culinary or Photojournalism?
If you got a problem in your life and are frustrated by the options that you currently have, just don’t sit there and be pushed down by it. Go out and try something new, and in the process you’ll find answers. Don’t be afraid of change and but don’t forget where you were. Learn from mistakes, but don’t be afraid to make hard choices. And remember, you’d be God...
I fucking hate not having a car.
August 2011
12 posts
Dear you,
I can say that you had to be the most biggest impact in my life ever. You taught me so much about life and myself. I re-read those letters you gave me, just to reminisce old times and I’m glad i did. You deserve so much more than the whole world no wonder your a freaking alien. I wish you the best in your life. yeah I’m still not over you, and really i don’t think I ever will be....
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HOLY POTATO SALAD!!!!!!
Donnie Yen from the movie “IP Man” Use to be a Old school bboy! even was featured in a movie back in the day called “mismatched couples!”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2jd3ncfHh08
Next stop, Outbreak MIAMI!!!!!!!!
Time to SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!
AutoFest
AutoFest San Mateo in a nutshell;
BEAUTIFUL SEXY WOMEN! Ho my gosh.
Sessioned with Profowon, Rob Nasty, J-Rock, Ill matic Flow, Lynx from canada, cloud 9, and all the Frisco bboys and bgirls! No joke the bgirls have MAD FLAVOR over here!!!!
Got a free shirt and a free handle thingy, And a secret thing I can’t tell anyone about haha!!
Overall I needed this and I got it!
OH and...
First night in SF.
The ride here was an adventure! Freaking 80 the whole way! Then we ended up going to this benifit jam in this ballet studio for steelo. That had to be like the best experience of my life! Everyone was fresh rocking the cyphers doing there thing and there was a battle on the spot! Met Rob Nasty, Kareem, Mario and Rj from miami, Katy from Canada, Jason,domonic and reese from cloud nine!!! EPIC...
Just had a epiphany
In my head is a symphony of thought
Caught by my imagination
Actually more of a creation of things to do.
all this poetry means a lot to me
Inspired by the things I see
And if I don’t like it I just let it be
Basically I’m saying I’m going somewhere
Starting from nowhere
Lost because they took my map
Took a nap and found myself here
Little fear...
That awkward moment when you try to reach for the stars but you realize you’ve hit rock bottom. The moment you think sky’s the limit but your still working on the part of getting up. That awkward moment when all things are possible but don’t know where to begin. That moment when divided we fall but together we will stand but you find out your sitting alone. The moment where you...
Aug. 13th. - Autofest San Mateo
I don’t think I’ve ever trained this hard for a battle in my life. Not only because its gunna be in California, But just the fact that I’m actually going places and representing my crew out of Reno! I’ve been exercising more, trying to eat healthier, and been practicing and performing any chance I get. Gunna be representing Miscreants and most importantly, the Reno scene.
...
Just had a dream that the bboy spot gave a whole bunch of free stuff to some dude and the dude let us have some stuff. I woke up really happy, but then sad. Haha
July 2011
11 posts
Upcoming stuff
1. BBoy Battle in Sac!!! Aug. 13th. Hopefully this one won’t flake.
2. 4 vs. 4 Battle Tomorrow At the Ally! Miscreants are gunna KILL it!!!!
3. New Miscreant Gear! Gunna take some pics. In em’ too Hopefully!
4. ROOTDOWN 3!!! Indy’s Mind is freaking all over this shit, Gunna be the dopest one yet!!
5. Bboy Jose’s Jam (Still Questions about it) He said he’s gunna...
Okay I'm a fuck up I get it.
Can you just leave me alone and try to figure this shit out because your not helping.
I don't know how to think anymore.
I wouldn't trade this dance for anything in the...
I hate these feelings I get when those thoughts come. Its like they’ll never go away.
I’m not sure if I should be happy that things are kinda back to normal. The fact is that these things happened and I was forced to move on. But I need this in a way, I need these little moments but those thoughts always come back to me. I’m just trying to find myself now and hopefully in the process answers.